I used to

hahaaa!! and so I was like..
thought u were the coolest guy on earth,
who listened to the beatles beats,
who watched an old version of films,
u know,
the one with the black and white-kind-of-thing?
yeah.. that's him.. haha

I used to think that he's the coolest man I've ever ever ever met in my whole small,tiny,mini world,,,

haha what a childish thought of me,,
and that thought of not-going-to-meet-another-cooler-person like him..
what a so lame, foolish thinking of me!

I kinda dislike that version of me,hmmm

well, the thing is,,,

I don't feel the same way anymore, ya'knaw?

It's kinda a dejavu thing which I always do with my
to-be- hubby in which he tells me to patiently wait for him and
fall in love with him instead,cause he's more likely to be an AWESOME man
rather than this guy..
hmm sounds pretty sureable for me..
thanx hubby! :*

haha and so... that "exact" feeling of mine towards him, is gonna blow up anyway, anytime, from now on..start to countdown yeah!!

I don't want to waste my time waiting for the unsure things anymore,can I? oh no no no...
don't want that..yeahh I'm sure *biting lips

and besides... that " old school mister " told me to be LEGEND...wait for it... DARY!LEGENDARY!! hahaha jk jk XD

that was the best part in HIMYM act...confuse? nahh itsokay...

I was kinda babbling to my ownself act,so u don't need to like "take too seriously" on what I just type it in,duhhh :P

ohh btw... that "old school mister" told me to wait for the right times to happen..ya'knaw?
he said something goes on like "can't u just wait? u'll received the best ones if u waited"

and I was like "whaaaaa...t? hmmm okay... u just hit me.on the face!haha nahh seriously,u're right,brothaa...u are.."

so there goes... I was like okay..
I'm gonna meet up with somebody else later....
somebody who's better than u... MAYBE ;)

and and just another one more thing...
just ONE
it.....was.....
heee
okay, okay..
u got me..it was act two ..two things...

1) I won't forced u into this kinda "relationship thing" again,like I did,,I know..it's embarrasing,right? *facepalmn well, I know the exact reason why u can't take this serious relation ...
I'm gonna wish u a Good Luck and all the best in your studies,bro..may all is well...in becoming a successful plus HOT engineer in the future,amin...that's the least that I can do :)

2) I've tried,my best..(maybe not so best) and I'll leave the rest to Allah the Almighty..If there's any by chance that we're gonna be partners of jannah in the future,Alhamdulillah..I'll accept it with my open hearts and if not, so long and pray all the best for u, mister... ;)

that's all... I got to stop now or else, there'll be no other spaces left to type in Goodbyes ;P

so..that's all folks!! just enjoy the show~ :)