ALONE. HATE .

well, the truth is..
I'm so scared to be alone
i'm so so the very extremely scared..to be left alone..

and that's why, even kat shopping mall pun,
if I were to be left stranded in it,
serious mati akal kut..
imagine, haritu my sis left me in the Queensbay Mall, alone..
and I was like oh no shit shit,,,nak buat apa ni? arghh
ke sra had to go back to her office so that's y la she left me there.
she took me from her hse at 1 o'clock and was having her lunch break at that time.
and so, she left me at 2 o'clock and I, had to stay there for only 3 hours! cuz she'll be back from her office by then..
so.. i sangatlah mati akal nk pegi mana, nk nangis pun ade.. takut pun ade.. and macam2 lah..
so I decided to watch movies..

tengok cite kartun pulak tu.. Wreck-it-Ralph sbb takut nk tgok cite grownups sbbnya..
conpem ade couples laa, remaja2 laa, groupies laa, apelaa.... kannn?
so baik tgok cite kartun and be around with the other kids ,,rase selamat sikitt hahaha
a silly thought of me..
but, time tgok wayang tu still org sebelah yg ddk, couple..ceit..then the guy was trying to be sweet sweet pulakk ==" bagi jacket kat gf dia, 'awak sejukk?'

menyampahhhhh .... haha

so time cite tu habiss,pukul 4.30 ptgg...
and I jalan2 sikitt, pegi aunty annes sbb ke sra ade pesan tlg belikan choc fingers utk diaa...

and tepat jam 5.15 p.m ke sra came and fetch me up..

time tuu...
xtau nk describe what my feelings are...
tapi quite RELIEVED,,,huhhhh

sbb akhirnyaa ke sra dtg amek.. hahaha
sangatlah relieved oke....

what a childish me..hmm

and there.the bukti that I hate being left alone..
what a weak little me.. *sigh

rasenya kena pegi alone wandering around
at shopping mall lagi kut,
bagi diri ni kuat sikitt..belajar berdikari..

okayy will do in the future :)

sampai sini saja kali ini,

xoxo,